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Mari has two children and a successful husband she loves and adores. They live a normal life in a nicer than average home in the suburbs. Mari is a housewife who loves doting on her two kids. But life wasn’t always this ordinary for Mari and she’s had to work hard to fit into society’s version of “normal”.
Though she doesn’t remember it, Mari's past was filled with extreme neglect, poverty and hunger. She’s a bit different than most of the women in her upper middle class world, she doesn’t really fit in and she doesn’t seem to give a damn. She likes her life and I liked her right away. She’s honest, prefers bare feet and gypsy skirts and has some odd quirks which make her appear a little strange but which turn out to be coping mechanisms. Her past and her ability to come to terms with all of its ugly hidden secrets is the single most captivating thing about this novel. The details are slowly revealed so I’ll try not to spoil it all.
In her dreams, she is still wild.
When the book opens, Mari’s life seems normal and pretty mundane. There were endless pages consisting of the daily routines and mini dramas featuring her teen daughter Kendra, her younger son Ethan and Ryan the(show spoiler)
husband told from the varying point of views of Mari, Ryan and Kendra. If this were all there was I would have been bored out of my skull within 50 pages but there were odd habits and unraveling secrets and that’s what hooked me and what kept me. I was hoping a dark, creepy underbelly was hiding beneath all of that sickening perfectness and my hopes weren’t shattered. It was fascinating in the way those old VC Andrews books were when I was a kid but it was much better written.
Needless to say, a shift happens and Mari and her family’s perfect lives are upended, Mari’s strange past is revealed, as well as Ryan’s(show spoiler)
antics*. If you can enjoy a unique but sometimes too trusting heroine and a story that is believably strange but remains grounded in reality, this is worth seeking out on audio. Madeleine Maby has a beautiful tone to her voice and does a great job with the characters, especially Mari, and makes you feel a part of Mari’s not at all conventional world.
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